They came from a distant planet to terrorize
our cities and prey upon our women, turning them into... captives
of the hawkmen.
(F-exh, MF)
by PleaseCain,
copyright 2001
Chicago, 1964
I knew I should have gotten the cottage cheese
for lunch. Then I wouldn't have landed in this trouble, the most
harrowing day of my life.
But then again, gliding in the warm moonlight,
wrapped within his arms, my fingertips tracing the ridges of his
chest, his stomach, and even lower, his flesh hard and hot...I
closed my eyes, nestling my face in his shoulder, inhaling his
scent.
No, I wouldn't trade this for the world, so
never mind what I said about the cottage cheese. But you see,
it isn't as easy is all that.
It was a typically frustrating morning. Life
isn't easy for the low man on the totem pole, and a temp secretary
is certainly that. Margaret, the head of the secretarial pool,
who has a penchant for tight sweaters, lords it over everyone.
That morning she made one of her standard cracks about my glasses
or my weight, because the other secretaries all giggled as I returned
to the room; what they didn't know is that Margaret says similar
things about them too when they aren't around. That's the kind
of person she is. I rolled my eyes after she announced she was
meeting one of the attorneys for lunch and slammed the door shut
behind her.
I knew I would be going off my diet at lunch.
As I returned the cottage cheese to the cooler at the convenience
store and waited in line for a personal pan pizza, I didn't care
what I ate or how I looked. This was it, this was my life. The
same as yesterday, hum drum, and all it would ever be. As the
cashier rang up my lunch, I threw in a candy bar, as well as a
roll of those K-Nines potassium and niacin lozenges they advertise
on the radio, to assuage my guilt and perhaps find the energy
to carry me thru the rest of the day.
Outside, I ducked thru a reasonably decent
alley as a detour away from the surging lunchtime crowds. My mouth
watered from the smell of pizza, and I opened for that first luscious
bite.
But never tasted a thing. Vertigo seized me.
The sour odor of decay filled my nostrils. I clenched my eyelids
to fight away the nausea. Warm air gusted over my hair and skin,
and I felt a constriction around my arms.
On the verge of panic, I forced myself to squint
open my eyes. Clasping my arm was a gnarled hand—a claw really,
with talons and filthy feathers. I screamed, but that nothing
came out, and nothing went in either. I could not breathe. I could
not move. My head grew heavy, drowsy. I found myself sprawled
on a makeshift mattress of bags, papers and scraps of clothing.
My head rested on an aluminum vent. With a start I realized I
was on a rooftop, a skyscraper! And squatting some twenty yards
off, with its hunched back turned to me, was the creature that
had kidnapped me, devouring my personal pan pizza in an orgy of
guttural noises. The thing was hideous, with great mangy wings
folded about its shoulders, a bony crest along the top of its
humanoid head, and a body covered with a scruffy layer of mud-colored
feathers.
I bit my lip, all I could do to keep from crying
aloud. Rising to my feet, I turned to make my escape.
Unfortunately, my heel hooked on the raised
lip of the nesting, and I tumbled face-forward. The grotesque
brute whipped its head around, yellow eyes glaring. I made my
dash.
My remaining shoe kicked off. I scooped it
and tossed it over my shoulder. The giant wings crackled the air
over my head. I pitched forward, shrieking in terror.
I turned to face it hovering menacingly overhead.
Inching backward, I shouted over and over in desperation, but
it only closed the distance. I had nothing left to defend myself,
and foolishly threw the candy bar still in my pocket, which went
sailing over its head.
To my surprise, the monster turned to retrieve
it.
Sobbing uncontrollably, I discovered I didn't
have the strength to flee.
Then, in the blink of an eye, salvation swooped
down from the sky.
But I was out of the frying pan and into the
fire. I found myself in the clutches of another of these flying
creatures, ascending in a spiral from the roof of the building,
where the foul creature that abducted me shook its fist, a brown
candy wrapper fluttering from the corner of its mouth. Overwhelmed
by fright and despair, I passed out.
I awoke beneath a full moon. I lay on a hard
surface, another rooftop, and covered by a blanket. I snuck to
my feet, when the thing appeared out of nowhere.
It held up its hands. "I mean no harm,"
it said.
"Then why won't you leave me alone!"
I turned away, clutching the blanket about me. "Take me home."
In spite of my rage, I could not help but notice
that this one was subtly different from the first one I encountered.
He looked every bit as strange and powerful, and with the same
giant wings, but this one was rather less horrid to look upon,
less bestial in its manner. In fact, this specimen was more notable
for its reticent behavior, along with its straighter shoulders
and proportioned arms and legs. He even seemed crestfallen at
my harsh tone. "Very well," he said, "here, take
my arm."
His grip was like steel on my upper arms, and
immediately we launched into the air above the city. We glided
over the canyons of skyscrapers, filled with twinkling lights.
His blond hair snapped in the wind. I pointed the way to my building.
We floated to the balcony, and he released
me as gently as he would an egg. While I fumbled with my keys,
he floated silently over my shoulder. Finally, I got it open,
as Mitzi my poodle barked at the intruder outside.
"Thank you," I called above the racket.
"You are well?" the creature said,
tilting his head.
I nodded, from around the drape.
He flashed a smile that looked positively beautiful
on a square cleft chin, his eyes sparkling. "May I check
on you tomorrow evening?" he said, and I surprised myself
by nodding. "I am Xyzogpertl."
"Madeline," I said, pulling the door
shut, "bye."
Shutting the door tight and fixing the bars
and locks, I pulled the curtains and ate by a nightlight before
turning in, sleeping with a knife under my pillow.
Luckily, I still had a job in the morning,
but the day was no better than the last. Half of Margaret's directions,
and all of her comments, eluded me. Everything seemed petty and
unimportant. I ate lunch at my desk, picking at my garden salad
while listening to Dr. Powers' show for the lovelorn. "True
love will out," the doctor advised an octogenarian meeting
disapproval from his 18-year-old girlfriend's family. I found
myself doodling "Madeline + Xyzogpertl" and "Xyzogpertl
+ Madeline" and even "Mrs. Xyzogpertl," which somehow
didn't have the right ring. The way home was as bad, jostled on
crowded sidewalks and honked at by aggressive cabbies. Even the
cashier at my favorite grocer was short with me, and as I made
my way home, the world seemed a cold, despairing place, with nothing
to believe in and no way to make it better. As I stirred the pot
of boiling pasta in my kitchenette, I wondered if my mind was
betraying me, if the eerie events of the night before had occurred
at all.
I sat in the candlelight before two steaming
plates of food, listening to the clock striking down the street,
and buried my face in my hands.
When I raised it again, I heard the rapping
on the window.
I whipped aside the drapes: it was Xyzogpertl!
He appeared more beautiful than ever, the V of his lats framed
against the streaming moonlight, his hands on his hips, accentuating
the muscular biceps and forearms. I was having difficulty jiggling
open the lock, and when I looked up to apologize, his smile melted
me and made things worse!
Finally I invited him in, and he surprised
me with a bouquet of flowers. I almost jumped up and kissed him,
but caught myself and showed him to his seat.
"This is just delicious, Madeline,"
he boomed. "Is it, by chance, healthy food?"
"Oh yes, Xyzogpertl," I insisted,
"I've always been one for nutrition."
"Oh ho," he exclaimed, "you
see, we Xyzogpexi do not often ingest foodstuffs such as these."
"The Xyzogpexi, you say?"
"That is the name of our race of peoples,"
he said. "You may call us the Hawkmen."
"The Hawkmen," I rolled the word
around my tongue.
"We come from a far-off planet,"
he said, positioning the Parmesan cheese and the water glasses
just so in illustration, and proceeded to tell the story of his
people, visited by an Earthman, a Commander Rogers, with whom
they fought side-by-side against an evil emperor. However, Xyzogpertl's
space-vessel was shot down and they were forced to crash-land
in the New Mexican desert. Inexplicably pursued by the strange
machines of the Earth people, they fled from place to place, always
one step ahead of capture, until at last they found a perfectly
safe environ, ironically the place with the most Earthlings: the
city, which provided valuable nesting sites at the summits of
their towering structures, as well as a ready place to scavenge
food. But unfortunately, their ill-fated crew had included no
females, and their once-mighty contingent was steadily dwindling
and losing hope of rescue, their numbers winnowed by man-made
pollution and processed foods.
"Now, most of our proud aeries, or nests,
which once commanded the rooftops of the city, lay fallow, eroded
by the wind," he choked.
And he broke down and wept, unable to check
his sorrow, so I leapt to take him in my arms, smoothing his hair.
When I had soothed him and his crying ceased, he looked up with
a forlorn glance.
"And the other hawkman I saw yesterday?"
I asked.
"Xyzogphyghus," he pronounced gravely.
"He is all that is corrupted in us—he even smokes—and we
are locked in a duel for the leadership of the survivors. He thrives
on hatred and revenge, and will stop at nothing to destroy me...and
then the entire human race."
"Oh Xyzogpertl!" I blurted and pulled
him into a kiss. His embrace was strong, his breaths hot, his
scent hawkmanly. My fingers ran thru his hair, over his shoulders
and the white down of his arms. I had to break away, before it
was too late.
"Pardon me," he rasped.
I turned from him. "You had better go
now."
"Yes. Goodbye Madeline, Earthwoman."
I heard him sail into the distance, until all that was left of
him was the rattle of the drapery rod against the wall, while
I sobbed into a tissue.
In a daze, I prepared for bed, at once elated
and heartbroken, and crawled beneath the sheets for a deep night's
slumber to escape my whirling emotions; a good eight hours and
a morning shower would prepare me to sort thru the thoughts
muddling my mind. How could I have anticipated meeting this interesting
being? And hearing his tragic tale? How could I have known that
such a magnificent male could harbor such a broken heart? No one
would believe me...not even Dr. Powers! And yet, the way he shed
his tears on my shoulder, holding me as if for dear life, for
his only salvation: his pain and desperation were genuine, and
affected me profoundly.
I felt a tear trickling over my cheek, and
wiped my face against the sheet. It was then I realized that my
hand was playing on my nipple. True, there was guilt and surprise,
but more than that I felt electric jolts radiating from my breast
each time my fingertips brushed it.
Was I masturbating, thinking about Xyzogpertl?
Images of his hands and shoulders flashed thru my mind. Of
his bright eyes and beaming smile. A virile hawkman he was, and
yet that wasn't why I had become aroused. It was instead, I understood,
that this powerful, stoic leader of Hawkmen had trusted enough
to expose his fears to me, a frail mortal woman. Drawing the sheets
down to my navel, I twisted and teased my erect nipples.
Fluttering the sides of my index fingers over
the tips, I worked myself to the crest of a swelling wave. I hadn't
realized the volume of my hoarse vocalizations until I heard a
curious snap outside my window, and held my breath in silence. Thru the gauzy curtains dancing in the breeze, I saw the figure
of Xyzogpertl hovering beyond. My heart skipped at his return,
at his watching me. I kicked the sheets away from my body.
When I touch myself, it is on my breasts, which
are very sensitive, and besides I am more comfortable with them
than with touching my genitals. However, lying nude under the
gaze of that gallant man, drove me out of my head with lust. Abandoning
all scruples, I parted my knees, shamelessly affording him a full
view of my most private parts and the hand that was cupping them,
while my other hand played over my titties like a flitting dove.
My hand was soaked with my excitement, my labia
slick beneath my fingertips. My clitoris felt as hard as a pebble.
My hips danced in the air. The flapping outside grew more insistent
as my passion grew. I buried one and then two of my fingers inside
me, playing in and out as my thumb stroked my clittie. He made
me feel like a special woman, and now I was repaying him with
a daring show.
Arousal bubbled under my flashing hand. "You
make me feel wonderful," I moaned, "I am yours, all
yours." Throwing back my head, I groaned as the tremors intensified.
I screamed my ecstasy and called his name:
Xyzogpertl, oh, Xyzogpertl!
When I had calmed and brushed my hair away,
I saw only the blue glow of the night where Xyzogpertl had been.
I stretched in exhilaration, exhaling that magical name: Xyzogpertl.
In the next instant, he smashed thru the
window, snickering, "Not quite, dearie, tho I can't wait
to tell him about the little show he missed." It was Xyzogphyghus!
Wriggling against the headboard, I shrieked
and brought my hands before my face, but it was no use. The villain
swooped me up, carrying my nude body into the cold night.
In spite of my kicking and flailing, his hold
on me was unshakeable. His sinister laugh echoed from the buildings
on either side. I screamed and tried biting the dastardly gargoyle,
to no avail. We rose higher and higher, toward the silvery moon.
We ascended above most of the buildings, the
rooftops of the city shrinking in the distance. The world spun,
and I grew faint, my limbs dangling helplessly. Ahead, I spied
the Megamonolith Tower, the tallest building in the world.
"No," I screamed as we raced up the
face of the gigantic building.
I don't recall if I lost consciousness during
those frantic moments, but the next thing I knew I was lying in
a sprawling nest, larger than the one I saw the day before, and
there, cackling atop the ledge, was Xyzogphyghus. I covered myself
with my arms, but as his laughter grew more maniacal, I forgot
my modesty and began inching away from him. His eyes flashed as
he ripped away his codpiece. Between his legs hung an enormous
penis, over a foot long, rising like a nocturnal plant seeking
the moonlight. I gasped my horror, which made him laugh the harder,
his grotesque missile wagging with each paroxysm.
I felt the wall of the nest against my shoulders.
I waited until my captor was seized by an especially hearty gust
of laughter, then scrambled over the wall.
Instantly his gnarled talons seized my shoulders,
and thrash as I might, I was frozen, motionless, as if trapped
in concrete.
The evil one snarled, "Where is your Xyzogpertl
now?" and his rotten breath almost made me retch. My stomach
wobbled, queasy. I looked down at the phallus poised threateningly
between my legs. "Hold still, dearie."
Tears choked my throat. "Help! Xyzogpertl!"
Turning my eyes to heaven, I saw my hero, framed
by the white orb of the moon.
"Unhand her, coward!" he thundered.
"Fie on you, traitor! Lover of Earthlings!"
taunted my attacker, hurtling overhead, plowing into Xyzogpertl's
stomach.
Cowering in the nest, I shrieked as the two
titans grappled high above, arms locked in a death embrace, legs
kicking, wings beating, roaring their mutual hatred. It was impossible
to tell who had the upper hand in the melee.
"Get him," I yelled impotently. As
if in answer, a streak of hot blood rained down, slapping across
my cheek.
The ferocious duo slammed against the brick
wall of an adjacent building, crashing thru to the interior.
Several interminable seconds passed before
Xyzogphyghus emerged, alone, spitting and pointing into the dark
void. He darted indoors again, this time dragging Xyzogpertl behind
him, and slamming him thru another skyscraper.
The villain reappeared, turned, picked up speed
and flew into the wrecked building to finish his prey. But this
time he emerged alone, searching to and fro.
My champion lay in wait, smashing him into
the tower across the way.
The foe brandished his fist. "Now you
die!" he said, and chased Xyzogpertl into the canyon of buildings.
It was impossible not to cover my eyes at that
harrowing dogfight, the hawkmen flashing past at breakneck speeds,
whipping around obstacles, climbing and diving so that the wind
whistled on their wings, leaving white braids of contrails in
their wake. There followed moments of stillness when they had
flown out of sight. Then they would rocket just above the rooftop,
forcing me to dive for cover.
I heard a series of booms, and wincing, went
over to investigate.
On the rooftop across the street, the rogue
had beaten his leader to unconsciousness with a bus-sized air-conditioning
unit. He kicked his defeated enemy. At my sob, he finally relented.
He began floating menacingly in my direction. I retreated, but
a defiant voice made me stop.
"I'm not finished with you yet."
It was Xyzogpertl, brushing debris from his arms and wings.
The criminal spun, seething, and rushed like
a bullet at his teetering enemy. I tried to shout a warning, but
the words stuck in my throat. I threw my hands before my eyes.
My heart sank and died at the agonized cry.
Quivering, I peeked thru my fingers.
Xyzogpertl teetered before me.
I cradled his tired body, kissing the wounds
on his face and shoulders. "It's you, it's really you,"
I cried. "But what...?"
"Don't . . ." he said, but I had
already shuddered at the scene beyond his shoulder: Xyzogphyghus'
lifeless body hung like a rag, impaled on a broadcasting antenna.
Exhausted, I wept against the granite chest,
the massive arms encircling me. His lips touched the top of my
head, and then they covered mine.
He stopped.
"You have truly helped me, Madeline Earthwoman,
and have earned the Hawkmen's everlasting gratitude." His
voice sounded stiff and formal. "And now I release you, and
return you home."
"Xyzogpertl," I said, "my home
is here."
"But...but you belong among the Earthpeople."
I silenced him with a finger on his lips. "I
belong to you. To bear your offspring."
At my declaration, his plumage shivered. In
elation, he bore me into the air, where the first shards of sunlight
spiked the eastern horizon. Our eyes locked. We settled downward
as if drifting thru clear water, where Xyzogpertl laid me in
his nest.
His tongue brushed my toes, curled around my
ankles, shimmied up the inside of my thighs. Yes, I parted them
so readily, so shamelessly wanting, watching him nuzzle my damp
fur. But those tantalizing lips landed instead around my navel,
his warm tongue swishing, exploring.
"Oh god," I moaned, stomach twitching.
I brought his head to my breasts, growling while he latched onto
one of the nipples. Never had I felt such lust; he seemed to draw
out my deepest passions thru his suckling, his touch, his very
presence.
We stared together when he had finished sucking:
my nipples stood pregnant red. When he next looked in my eyes,
my lips wordlessly beckoned him closer.
"Make love to me," I breathed, softer
than a ghost. "Make me your queen."
Now his body enveloped mine, his arms and wings
shrouding me completely, his phallus stroking for entrance. His
cockhead mingled with my dewy lips, then slid inside, filling
me up. Mated with this noble creature, I arched my back into his
thrusts, kissing encouragements over the regal feathers of his
shoulders.
We swelled into the air, the golden panorama
of morning sky stretching above us, the tiny world of busy creatures
far below. He embraced me totally, inside and out. Surrendering,
I grasped him with my entire being: arms, legs, and vagina.
He poured out life-giving love that I devoured,
shouting my power over that former world beneath me. The power
of a purpose, of a brand new life.